to the one who loves him next

if he's having trouble falling asleep
lay his head in your lap and
rub his ears.
that always works.

he needs to be reminded to drink water
and to brush his teeth
otherwise he'll feel miserable
and he won't be able to tell why.

he walks fast, but i promise
he isn't leaving you behind.
don't hold his hand,
hold his arm.

he likes it when the music is loud
but he can't handle heavy
bass.
it makes his heart pound.

sometimes he'll have heart palpitations
and he'll panic. Don't leave his side
just hold him and remind him
to breathe.

i really must apologize
for any habits he may have
because of
me.

he likes to be the little spoon.
he's insecure and i'm sure i've
only helped further his
insecurities.

to the one who loves him next,

he will take your towel after he showers
even when his is hanging
right next to yours.

to the one who loves him next,
please do not hurt him the way i did.
please do not smother him.
he is hurting too

please make sure he gets home at night
and if he goes to the bar put some water
on his bedside table.
he always appreciates it

his favorite alcohol is jack daniels

if he meets you while he's still hurting over me,
please don't let him get drunk alone

he deserves the world, i only wish
it could have been me
to give it to him.