Carmine Dream

I saw a shadow moving I barely noticed, caught it just with a corner of my eye
For a passing second I felt like something's waking, a feeling I couldn't recognize

Don't care if it's 'not right to do'
Don't care if it won't feel right for you
Does it matter who has the most pain when in the end both of us bleed?

Even if my wounds are unseen I can feel the blood running down relieving pressure
And my dream is flying further with me escaping this forever haunting obsession

Don't wake me up, your hand is moving too near
What I need now the most is anything but real
I am falling free from all my worries and fears

I wonder how long has it been since I have let you close me?
And I wanna keep this distance don't wanna feel a single touch 'cause it has become so ruthless

I wonder how long has it been since I have heard you speak me?
And I wanna keep this silence don't wanna hear a single sound 'cause all our words are useless

Even as these wraps are unveiled I can feel a soothing warm that is healing my scars
And I enjoy the silence, the noise inside has fallen to a distance beyond the stars

Don't know if it's 'not meant to be'
Don't know if you're not meant for me
Does it really matter if all our hearts do is just pump and bleed?

What scares me the most is not the look in your eyes telling something is changing
It is the thought that despite it all we fall back into same old 'new beginning'

Don't wake me up, I fear your hand is too near
What I need now the most is anything but real
I am flying away from all our worries and fears

I wonder how long has it been since I have felt you close me?
And I wanna keep this distance don't wanna feel a single touch 'cause it has become so ruthless

I wonder how long has it been since I have let you speak me?
And I wanna keep this silence don't wanna hear a single sound 'cause all our words are useless

BRING ME MERCY
FREE FROM THIS CURSE AND MAKE IT SURREAL

/AN : July 24, 2011

Yes, I'd been listening to rock music then..