Don't Leave Me (part 2)

If I was a poet I'd sing a song how I missed you
If I was a romantic I'd cry for a fairytale came true
But as I'm only me I can't become honest
that would kill me and you

That grin, or a smirk, reunited friends huh
Not that I care
Never in my life again
Coming all too close, breaths colliding
I really don't care
You'll just run away, after today

If I was collected I'd keep you near, close and at bay
If I was saner I wouldn't be hell bent driving you away
But as I'm only me I'm afraid of being honest
and head falling disarrayed

Truth lost in confrontation, still friends huh
Not that I care
Never in my life again
You're all too close, happily suffocating
I don't want to care
You'll just leave me, at the end of day

If I wasn't somebody broken I'd be glad to have you at my side
As that somebody else wouldn't hurt with secrets held inside
But as I'm too much a me, I'm dishonest
clinging on a false pride
and project this pain on you

Wordless caresses, more than friends huh
Not that I'd believe
Never in my life again
Faint scent, the emotions flooding
Even if I believed
You'd still leave me, maybe even today

So I keep on hating you
Please, don't leave my side
Veiled in hurt lies my truth
I want you to be -all- mine

/AN : I just realized rereading this before posting, but this is awfully resembling one of the core plots of my fanfic 'Strike Love'...weird.. as it's actually more tied to the poem 'Love Left Unspoken'