Exhaustion and tiredness

rushes over me.

I'm tired, yet sleeping

doesn't help.

I'm scared too,

for once again I stand on a cliff.

Sometimes I see the floor,

other times, emptiness.

More times than not

I find myself wishing.

Wishing of the future,

and wishing for the knowledge

of the future.

for now, I often just wish to know.

That is what defines me the most.

The search for clarity and

the desire for knowledge.

I always want to know.

My biggest fear, besides that,

that I don't want to name,

is confusion and unclarity.