Congrats to "us"

Do you make her laugh?
Does she get your jokes?
Does she find it taxing if you never spoke?

Did she tell you right away?
Did you ask her to wait?
Have you met all her friends?
Did you actually date?

I'm happy for you, and I do say that honestly,
Coz I'm happy for me, but you knew that already.

I know I took the leap first and I am glad,
Though looking back on our almost something is still a bit sad.

We really were so different, it never would have worked.
It could have been simpler, but it just was not.

I hope she makes you happy, I wish you nothing but joyful gifts.
But every once in a while, I guess I'll always still wonder…what if…?