The days- they've been so difficult to get through. One thing after the next happens, and I don't understand. Why? Why me? What did I do to deserve this pain? I've lost so many people in my life, and I don't understand why. Everyone tells me that it's just life, but I don't get why life wants me to suffer so badly. When I think something finally goes right for me, it somehow ends up going horribly wrong. Me having a boyfriend? Nope. That got ruined. Keeping my best friends? Nope, most just stabbed me in the back, and most of the time, I did absolutely nothing wrong. I just don't get it. Why me? I'm slowly becoming suicidal, and it's like people could care less. I try my best to be there for people, and what do I get in return? A great big push farther and farther down the pit of sorrow and depression. The people who I thought cared, could care less. I'm actually very fortunate that the newer people in my life actually give a damn. They're mostly the reason I haven't killed myself yet. Them and my family are the reason I haven't left this cruel world yet, because I just have a feeling that they're the only people who would care if I had died. It's upsetting to think about, but it's most likely the truth, the cold hard truth. Sometimes I just wish the people who've hurt me, actually understood how badly they've affected my life. Sadly, that wish most likely won't come true, much like all the other wishes I've made in my lifetime. Dreamers can dream though. I wish I could just patch everything up and just simply say the words 'I'm okay' and mean it, but sadly it's not that simple. I can't just ask a fairy godmother to go "Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo" and fix my life. I can't just ask a genie to grant my three wishes. This world isn't just some goddamn Disney movie. If it was, I might as well ask for some talking horse that juggles chainsaws while I was at it. I just don't understand. Why does life have to be such a pain in the ass?
Sorry I haven't been very active recently, I've had a major case of writer's block. Hopefully it's all over with now haha. Well anyways, I hope you enjoyed my short story :) Oh and don't worry about me, I'm not actually going to kill myself. I should've probably said that at the beginning haha. Well now that that's out of the way, thank you for reading!