Ignored, Reflected, and Used to It:

I don't want to think
"You have to."
I don't want to feel
"You must."
I don't want to move
"You have to."
I don't want to speak
"You must."

Tell me,
WHY do I have to?
WHY must I?
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to

Please don't make me
"I'll push and shove."
Please don't make me
"I'll yell and scream."
You don't understand
"I'll say I do when I don't."
Just leave me be
"I'll be a bother and enter your thoughts."

I need space from reality
"Get up and go to school."
Please get me help
"Therapists won't help; they're too expensive."
I can't focus on anything anymore
"Just do it and stop bitching."
I'm depressed
"Think happy thoughts."
You don't understand
"Just do what you're told."

I can't
"You can."
I won't
"You will."
"I shouldn't
"You should."
I don't need to
"You need to."

Tell me,
HOW can I?
HOW will I?
WHY should I?
WHY do I need to?
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to

WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?
"I do."
No, you don't
"Yes, I do."
You don't
"Do."
Don't
"Do."
Don't
"Just shut up."
See?
You don't

Why must I be ignored?
Why must my words be reflected?
Why can't I be understood?
I don't want to apologize anymore
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Tell me
Tell me
Tell me
Tell me

"You're being dramatic."
No, I'm not
"Just deal with it."
How do I do that?
"Stop crying."
It's not possible
"I can't deal with you anymore."
By all means, don't

I'm used to it.