Title: Escape

2/18/18

All I ever do is wrong

Nothing I do for you is good enough

I feel my head held under water by your hands

But I don't want to get up.

Breathing is a heart attack

Running is a never ending scam

The only way out of here is through death

Once I take the blade I won't be coming back

xXx

I'm cold inside

I don't feel pain

That house I left a long time ago.

I could never see myself caring for a monster like you,

I think I died a long time ago.

Wish the stars turn into meteors.

The impact takes my breath away

My body draining out its blood

Leave me to bleed.

xXx

What is love, I don't remember the last time I laughed,

Suicide is a game but

I am holding back.

I'm afraid to lose I'm a coward at best

What's the point of living if in the end we all die anyways

xXx

The lights hurt my eyes

No friends know I'm here, this quiet place is too loud for my mind to think.

Is there another way out

The maze is a never ending trap

Can I finally just die.

xXx

The longer I wait the more I hate

My despicable life

I never asked you to give birth to me, it wasn't my fault yet you put me to blame

I need to escape one way or another

I think to death is how I prefer

I've been fighting for so long.

A final fight to death can end my life

xXx

Breathing is a heart attack

Running is a never ending death

Once I take the blade I won't be back.