He sits at the bottom of a 30-foot pool he dug and made himself, with his own hands and own actions. Although the water was never all the way clean and clear the way a 'normal' human being would prefer, at least he could say he floated freely, briefly for one or perhaps a few moments, and he remembered enjoying this.
The pool itself was never properly structured, due to many mitigated circumstances as well as over consumption of alcohol, nicotine, and other mind-altering substances, manmade chemicals foreign to the human body. The water was the same water you would get out of your typical government-issued water hose, from wherever that comes from, but due to thirty years of bad maintenance and decisions, the mysterious liquid transformed into a waste pool, an alien fabrication of misery, confusion, lust, hate, love, frustration, emptiness, loneliness, violation, regret, love, anxiety, depression, desperation, and the feeling one gets when they fucking have had enough with the world's warped concept of reality and know the time has come to make a change and do what's right for themselves, the world, and the future …
Many people inhabit this world, applying their own actions, styles, and circumstances to it, inconspicuously creating life as we all know it. People possess both wants and needs, and distribute them amongst the world, discreetly carving what is our lively interior. Many people on earth believe all of our lives are somehow intertwined and everybody on this earth serves a certain purpose in life, even the evil ones. This theory is both logical and instantaneously absurd at the same time, a classic contradiction. Believing this means that you believe everybody on earth was supposed to be on earth, supposed to have been born, and suppose to have lived, breathing our seemingly endless air supply. Believing this is fine as long as you acknowledge that some people's 'unnatural' exit from this world is supposed to happen as well. Some would argue that being murdered is as natural as dying of old age.
I mean, isn't every action done in this world somehow connected to 'God' – every abortion, street justice killing, state issued capital punishment, and Mexican cartel massacre? Everything happens for a reason right? Some believe this, others do not.
Humans are the only species that systematically murder their own for ideological reasons. More than 100 million people were victims of mass murder in the twentieth century, making it the deadliest century on record. That included the Ottoman Turks' murder of 1.5 million Armenians, the Nazis' extermination of 6 million Jews, Mao's murder of 30 million Chinese, and the Khmer Rouge's destruction of 1.7 million Cambodians. And of course Stalin's contribution, which is anywhere from 20 to 60 million Soviet citizens purged before and during the war. The list goes on.
Experts say an average child molester will offend 200-400 times before being caught, if ever. The vast majority of offenders do not get caught, and they have no criminal records. According to the FBI, only one out of ten cases of child sexual abuse is reported to law enforcement.
John Douglas, a former chief of the FBI's Elite Serial Crime Unit and author of Mind Hunter, says, "A very conservative estimate is that there are between thirty-five and fifty active serial killers in the United States" at any given time. But others who study serial killers think there are many more of these demented predators out there than the FBI admits to – maybe as many as a hundred of them actively operating right now.
This life we all receive is full of invisible boundaries and abstract values. Life itself moves so fast and is so mystical we often easily slip into a force-fed trance that enables us to do only a couple of basic actions, which is essentially to survive and spectate. Every once in a while, certain humans break this mold. These humans are often viewed as abnormal and devious before they do something spectacular. It's crazy how quick our opinions can change …