"I know you won't see this but I miss you. I needed to get it out there but I miss you. And him.. And everything. I miss being part of your world and family. But I fucked it up. And I can never fix what I fucked up and I'm sorry. I hope your life is happy forever and everything works out for you. Maybe one day I'll stop missing you. Because right now, missing you makes my heart hurt in ways I didn't know was possible. And it's all my own fault."