Now I said I didn't want you

But I hadn't felt you yet

When you consumed me

All that was lost

One morning I woke

A flutter lifted me

I was whole

And I knew you were there

Though I had no proof

Though they couldn't see

He started to believe

I was happy

I was spinning

Dizzy and smiling

And then

I blinked,

My love

And you were gone

I stood in the puddle for the first time

I see red when I close my eyes

They flood when they are open

I am empty

I am falling

Heavy and torn

So how do I say goodbye

My love

How can I ever say goodbye