Heavy, my heart feels,

My breath, it steals,

Bad thoughts, stifling,

Feelings, overwhelming.


This, I can't continue

I feel blue, no other hue

Everything's too much,

Without a crutch.


I want to run and hide,

Without anyone by my side.

Isolation reassuring me,

I am fine being me.


But that I can't have,

I'm never enough.

I'm alone, no anchor,

Now, full of rancor.


So tired, I feel

Animosity I can't deal

Finally, no more play pretend

Let me, this day end.