I never wanted you so bad, until now.

I never needed you so bad, until now.

I never missed you so bad, until now.

When I'm with you, you make me feel alive.

But when you're gone you just make me, cry.

I've heard it all about a thousand times.

Even more than that, I've heard a million lies.

Love isn't easy, especially when it's one-side.

But when I'm with you, I can never tell the truth sometimes.

They tell me you're no good for me.

I've seen signs, but it couldn't be.

They tell me I should leave you.

But you drag me back Everytime.

I never admired you so bad, until now.

I never loved you so bad, until now.

I never hated you so bad, until now.

When I'm away from you, you make me feel so bad.

Because when you're gone, I know you're up to no good.

I know, that you keep on making cry.

I know, that you're lies will burn me alive.

I try, to leave you high and dry.

But your body keeps letting you slip on by.

I never loathed you so bad, until now.

I never regreted you so bad, until now.

I never despised you so bad, until now.

When I was with you, I always thought I was fine.

But now that you're gone, I know that now I am, alive.