I Don't Want To Die

I suppose I knew this day would come,

Donning the new new purpose that life seems to have,
Observing and watching the days pass,
Not knowing what comes next but
Telling everyone that I am okay.

Watching time go by
And do nothing but wait,
Never understanding why this has to happen.
Never approving the hands of fate.
Acceptance is hard to come by.

Death is a challenge for most, but
I suppose I'm ready.
Even if I don't want to die.