Today Is Not The Day I Die

Falling down – from my feet
lost the lifeline supporting me
Crawling forth under cover
I'm shivering despite the warmth

I'm eating less
I'm feeling full
I need no rest
Nightmare's are all I pull

The second I let go of my dreams
was the year the life gave up on me

Today is a day full of sorrow
Today's still better than tomorrow
Today is a day too painful to cry
But today is not the day I die

Rising up – to my knees
Delusive in make-believe
Stripping off all my shields
I'm burning inside blizzard

I'm craving more
while the taste is dull
I sleep through it all
Dreaming it to 'come meaningful

The year I found another dream
was the second I forgot about me

Today is a day hopelessly hollow
Today's still better than tomorrow
Today is a day made up from a lie
But today is not the day I die

..No, that was yesterday