Some days I can't help myself

I feel sick to my stomach

I feel overwhelmed with emotions

I feel angry at myself

I feel guilty

I feel everything that I can't handle

Including the way I feel about you

I can't handle how much I love you

It hurts

It hurts not being able to show you how much I truly care

It hurts holding so much back

I want to explode when I'm not near you

But when I see you smile...

It makes it all worth it

The pain

The fear

The anger

The guilt

Some days

It's all worth it...