On the shores of the night, a ship awaited
I bundled all my dreams onto it
But before I could climb on it myself
It sailed on
Found a life of its own
And the part of my heart tangled in them
Sends me visions of happiness
While I sit stranded on those shores
That turn golden with the sunlight
But mornings only reach the skin of the sand
The heart that once tasted moonlight and its magic
Cannot see its source
Without the part that roams with the night.
I wait for that ship to come save me
I sit, unmoving for so long
So long, I can see patterns even in timeless waves
I see waters long carried away
I make the shore my home
But I know where I truly live.
I am afraid of turning back to see the land
That I no longer remember
Afraid of the changes
Because the constant ocean calms me
I left the courage of acceptance on those high waves
That my ship of dreams sails on
"Let me grow!" I hear screams from the broken box of emotions
But I turn a deaf ear
Lulled by my bubble world of sand and shore
Still hoping I can go to the night
Knowing the bubble will burst.
Truth is, I am that shore
A part of the land of solid reality
And the waters of dreams, uncharted.
Fear holds me rooted
Hope makes me float
And I stay this way forever
Waiting for my ship of dreams to dock again
To be whole again.