Days of Old
There are days
When I cannot get you out of my mind
For days you can pollute my brain
In the quietness of my dark room
I can see within the memories,
your cute smile and sassy ways
Your dorkiness that could have brightened up my darkest days
For it was much needed back then, too
There were some days, I admit,
I would let your memories cloud my eyes
Entangling me into the past
Because it was so much simpler then
And we made it complicated too.
Now, in this future moment I want to know,
how are you?
What do you feel?
What troubles your soul
Or what makes your heart beat?
I wish you could've told me your secrets and desires back then
All I wanted was to erase your inner demons,
So at least one of us is happy.
Maybe then it wouldn't have been too complicated.
There are days I can only think about you
Let your whispering voice consume my soul,
just like a heavy base,
that'll eventually combust into flames.
It makes my heart shutter,
My eyes open to the darkness of my room
Those were the days,
Days of long ago.