Try to be content

Yet everytime I think

Of all the things a I been through

And what others have gone through

I sit here miserable

With specks of happiness in between.

Makes no sense

On why I feel this way

But all I can say

I never expected to turn out this way

From when I was a little girl.

Yet times change,

People move on

And different feelings appear

As I grew older.

So lost

So confused

Since certain things

Can make a true smile appear,

But can cause so much pain.