"what do you want then"
"What did you want,
"I stopped having thoughts."
No spiders heights or snakes
not even monsters or ghosts
it's whom I love the most
I don't want to hear three words,
unrelated to love
or hate, the middle is in the past tense
and the first is to address
I try to find some who believe it
or agree with me
even a breath's echo is now enough for pushing me
in one of two senses, I'm done I say let go of me.