Slowly piecing myself back together
As the time goes by
Yet I'm still getting so frustrated
By remembering things you said to me.
Some days I'm fine
Some days I want to punch something
Too many memories
Keep flooding me.
Your voice keeps taunting me
With things that damaged me
That I let you keep doing
For so many years.
I'm so officially done with you forever
There is nothing that can be done
To something that couldn't be fixed
Since damage was too great.
It's only been a few months
I know I need to give myself some time
Spending it focusing on myself
And the true friends I actually have.
I know one day
You will be just a distance memory
That won't have hardly any affect on me
But that day is so far away.
I just have to keep on moving forward
Not letting your voice and memories
Tormenting me about things I care about.
We were always on different sides
That we weren't meant
to stay by each other's side
Since we weren't growing together anymore
With you not wanting to change
And I wanted to keep going on.
Yet I have this feeling inside
We will cross paths again
Since I know sometimes
That just because you let go of someone
Doesn't mean you will never cross paths again
But I have no idea when that would be
Nor do I want to see you again anyways.