Wirklich Nicht Egal
You kicked me out after the last night
I knew it would end this way. I had thought
it would be easy, meet someone.
Go on dates with them.
On paper it looks so neat.
I never expected to care so much.
When I pushed my things hurriedly into my bag
Muttered something about these
Past few weeks being nice.
A short kiss
I felt something on the tip of my tongue.
But I pulled away.
You were kicking me out.
And that was fine.
Everything was fine
As I walked into fast food place
Asking for boxes to move.
Still with bed head, the smell of you
Still on my skin. And a skirt I had put on in the stairway
Covering the bruses on my thighs.
I want to text you but I shouldn't.