I'm beginning to hate you
Because I think I might love you
And I don't know what that means
for us
for me
And I don't know what to do

Because I want to talk to you every day
hold you in my arms
braid your hair
play video games with you
I want to hear you laugh when I lose. Again.

And I hate,

Is this love?
Is this what love feels like?

It's not supposed to be you
It can't be you

Anyone else,

...why you?

I think it started with the year

As the clock struck midnight
I think I saw you in a new light
My heartbeat as strong the fireworks
You lit up my life

And I'm only just coming to terms with it
And I'm questioning everything I've ever known

So hold me close and tell me honestly

Could we ever be more than this?