Sleep is unpredictable….sometimes you fall right away into the darkness as your eyes slip down, taking you to some place where all your thoughts are jumbled together. Other times you lay awake, hoping you would get to sleep, waiting for it to come, in which sometimes you don't notice when it takes you, other times it doesn't even come to take you. Maybe it thinks you don't deserve it, or maybe your brain just too much of a battle ground with the splatter of thoughts coming out all over the place. You know, the thoughts of oh I wish things played out differently with someone or maybe just wishing you didn't have to deal with the anxiety of going to work and dealing with people.

Sometimes sleep is a curse, since it can you away to place where all your fears lie, and sometimes it paralyzes you to the point where you are half awake, but can't move an inch as a shadow of yourself, watches you as fear increases inside you. Sometime sleeps takes you to fantazies, which you wish were real, yet makes you disappointed as you wake up from it, since can be never be with the fictional character you admire the most or help slay demons/monsters like a badass. Sleep is needed to recharge yourself, yet can never give you the same amount of it each day. Or you awaken, then go to sleep again and goes on, with different time limits of waking up and sleeping. Kind of like lottery, not sure what amount you will get, for how long you will be able to sleep, and if you even dream or not, which brings the question of what kind of dream will you have, depending on your emotional/mental state that play a part too and what you ate, put in your body, etc. Sleep is just weird in the end...