Thoughts run through me

As my head lays on the pillow

Staring at the screen in front of me

Images running on them.

Not really seeing the screen

As scenarios play out

From the past and future

Taking control of me.

Bitterness enters me

as the past replays

Riding with regret

Of wishing things were different.

Hopeful comes along

Trying to take 1st

Fighting to light the way

To the brave new path

Walking along.

No matter the scenarios

No matter the emotions

Ups and down mess with me

As trying to make sense of myself.