today in the morning i was drinking a coffee in the veranda of a bar next to my work; after a while the waitress came by; she was standing in front of me and was staring at me; i could see her whole body towards me and her eyes fixed at my direction; she had this stern look when you went at the bar and apart from that she was now standing in front of me, looking at my direction not taking her eyes off of me; i found it hard to move my limbs, to keep my head up and keep my proper posture; it felt awkward; my hand was making resistance as i tried to sip the coffee; and i was kind of failing in drinking it; i hoped that she would be generous and do something else but there she stood staring and staring at me; so i stopped all activity and froze waiting for her to go so that i could go back to myself again;