Dear Diary,

Welcome to my wonderful, crazy, weird life. I decided to start documenting my thoughts, feelings, and days to be able to reflect upon them and learn from them. Also, cause I just need an outlet and something to do. My therapist says this will be good for me; to get my thoughts out on paper. I'm not sure if she's right but I guess I'll give it a try.

Why the fuck not?

So here goes.

Some info about me. I'm 23, a full-time college student at a university, with an AA degree in the Arts. Currently jobless and living at home with my parents and my little sister. Most of the time things are okay. Occasionally things will get interesting but I'm not sure you'll think so. I have a toy poodle named Roxy who's 11 and thick as a brick. I also have two older, married siblings with kids and homes of their own. I enjoy spending time with the children but I enjoy it even more when they leave.

I'm not much for social interaction. I have a few close friends and that's about it.

Today I smoked 8 cigarettes. Other than that, I have church orchestra practice tonight, for which I play the piano or violin, that I'm not looking forward to. I'd rather curl up into a ball on my bed and sleep than go out.

Right now, we're in quarantine. There's this ugly virus taking over the world called The Coronavirus. Being at home this much has meant plenty of family time. Yay. My favorite. -_- I can't wait until things are normal again. Here's hoping that none of my family get it though.

I've been praying a lot more lately. With this sickness spreading it's given me a new perspective on my religion and Christianity. Yeah, you heard me right, I'm a Christian. By no means am I perfect. And I fuck up a lot. Like, a whole lot.

Anyways welcome. Sit back, relax and enjoy the show.