Am I anything to you

Or am I just a mistake

Cause this feels like no give and all take

I'm giving up trying to make this work

You're not telling me anything that I'm worth

Instead I'm not perfect

Not worth it

Not feeling hope cause

I can't earn it

Don't know why I try because you can't even look me in the eyes

I feel like a fool

I don't like how I look

I judge my own image

Hate my hair

Can't stand my body all because of you picking at me until I was perfect

Well I hope this was worth it

Because I just feel worthless and I can't even tell you because you would say

Suck it up like you always do