Is it bad that I still think of you?

Still miss you? Is it all wrong
That I do not want us to be through,
Intentionally holding memories of you long,
Longing you might do the same too?
Longing that maybe you would want to hold on?

Late into each night, what should I do?
I used to spend them torturing you with songs,
Keeping you bothered as I clung to
Every minute I could before you're gone.

Yet now I still hope you leaving wasn't true.
Obsessed or loyal, I still want to hold on
Until you come back and tell me you don't want me to.