I think I'm dead

I'm definitely dead

There was no light

No life flashes before the eyes

Just pain

and a great big disappointment

They say you die two times

The first when your heart stops beating

The second when your name is said for the last time

I died twice already

My name long forgotten

Torn apart by those who fooled me

People are good at being cruel

For wanting to be saints

One would never be able to speak thoughtlessly

Not scalding someone with their words

The scariest thing about dying

The world continues on without you

It's just another twisted fantasy

And as for me

Everything seems impossible

But everything keeps moving

So I'll stare into my own fire

That consumes me

Burning last remnants of my life

And my memories

And remember for the next time

To stop looking back