Pitter Patter.

I look out my window.

It's raining. Where's the sun?

His exuberant personality, and golden rays would cheer the whole universe up.

I look and look but I don't see him anywhere. I panic.

What if he blew up? What if the sun died and I didn't notice?

I look for Jupiter, his best friend. He said that the sun moved to a different solar system.

My head starts spinning.

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO!

This can't be real.

This is a nightmare.

This is fake.

It's too horrible to be true.

I want to throw up. I want to cry. I want to yell.

So many intense emotions.. In so little time.

My love. My life. My soul. My heart. All the things the sun took with him when he left the solar system. Our solar system.

Now who will shine light on rainy days? Who will make me laugh? Who will make me realize that I've found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with?

Who will do that now that the sun is gone?

I can't answer that because I don't know.

I miss my sun.

No one can replace him. He was a one of a kind star.

How can I ever be happy again?

My soul is gone. All I'm doing is surviving, not living.

I am surviving without golden rays, laughter, and love.

My world is dark. There is no light. The pain makes everything worse.

Pitter Patter.

It's raining.

Pitter Patter.

This time I caused it.