it is tough to see the design here on earth; sometimes i wonder; is it all made up by a sociopath, sadist producer with an outstanding sense of aesthetic; it is all radiant and glamorous; but it mocks you; it mocks the creature; like a twisted; perverse joke; then it seems this way to me and my feelings; and they are out of the way of this carousel; and i have feelings! just to add a layer to this mockery;