Why do I feel ugly?

Why do I feel ugly?

Why do I feel ugly about acne? Why do I feel ugly about fat?

Why do I feel ugly about my nose? Why should I feel ugly about that?

Those words are just words, they aren't truths. And if it's true what they say that beauty is in the eyes of the

beholder,

and these eyes are mine

and I am not beautiful to myself.

I look at myself and wonder if I am what I think I am.

But,

what is beauty?

Maybe when I know the answer I can finish this, but for now I don't know

If it's in me or in someone else,

or on the journey that I'm on

but somewhere out there i will find it without looking for it.

for now,

i don't know.

and when I find the right answer, I will be able to

finish this