Even though I have tried to revive our friendship and see you again, it's either you're resisting me or it's not meant to be for some reason some way. I really wish you would want to see me as much as I want to see you. I wish you would be my friend as much as I want to be your friend. I wish we could be something again. I'd do anything for you to be my best friend again. And it's so desperate of me, it really is. It just hurts to know that I will always want your friendship more than you will want my friendship. You said you promised you would make it up to me, but you still haven't and I'm just really sad.