The smallest mistakes stick with you forever
You clam up and hide in your room
Try not to bother anyone
Nothing makes you happy
You'll feel better for a second and smile
But the grayness soon returns
Your parents love you and your brother is kind
You feel worthless, undeserving of love
Loud voices freeze you in place
Not angry, just talking
You feel like you can't relate
Can't think of anything to say
The world is a scary place
Want to escape into a cartoon world
Tired of it all
Can't move
Tired of making mistakes
Tired of being a burden
Wishing things had gone differently
Wishing you were brave