No matter what you say to me how I feel will not change.

Because it's probably true...

I've spent the past 7 months.. going through hell

I've stopped seeing anything but gray.

I miss every day you'd come to me tap on my shoulder and say hey

If you couldn't tell...

My heart beats a million beats per second when you're in the same room

But as soon as the bell rings you get out as fast as a zoom

My heart aches for your warmth

But thenceforth...

Your heart has become bitter

I feel like I'm covered in head to toe in splinters

You hurt everyone who stays by your side

You cover your insecurities in lies

You talk about me like I was nothing to you

Sometimes I wonder if that's true

Every word that comes out of your mouth to me is screw you

Where are you..?

Look in my eyes let me in

I will never leave you as you left me

I made a mistake am I supposed to be perfect?

All I wanted from you was your love

Tell me how that is filled with wrong intentions.

All I ever wanted was to see you smile.

And you left after a while.

I made you my everything

And now I'm nothing.

Tell me.

Do you regret it?

Do you regret telling me all those bitter things?

That you forced yourself to believe?

Sure I hurt you.

But you can't tell me I'm the only one at fault here.

I try my hardest every single day to be good enough for society

And by the end of the day, there's nothing but anxiety