Did I speak a dead language when I told you how I feel?
Did the words not come out right the first time?
I thought time would heal my wounds
but they only grow deeper,
they only become more agonizing
Because nothing has changed between us,
I wait and I wait
I give up, I get angry
You do something, I get hopeful
and then I wait some more
But there are times,
I feel like I'm in a losing battle
Fighting my feelings versus fighting for them
I had hoped that in time,
maybe you'd own up to how you feel,
maybe you'd actually let me know
But all you ever do is push, push, push me further away
I can't stand this back and forth,
these cat-and-mouse games
I just get tired
Do you even care what you're doing to me?