Five months gone
It felt like forever
like I would never see your face again
Everything hurt - my memories, my thoughts,
every single thing that makes me think of you
Why am I this way?
Why can't I let you go?
It's not as if I haven't tried
But no matter how many days, months, years go by,
nothing changes, nothing slackens
Time cannot wash away the rushing tide of memories
You fill my mind
Oh, when will I see you again?
When, if ever, will you come back to me?