I heard from a friend you were moving on

My heart shattered in my chest, just like glass

I wish it weren't so

Have you found her yet?

That one person that's better than I am?

In my own mind, that sounds pretty easy

Just find someone who doesn't say the wrong thing like I do,

someone more beautiful

someone with a better past,

not broken,

not someone you're unable to fix

Maybe it's the reason all along you didn't want me

I replay the words you spoke over and over in my head,

stuck on a loop like a broken record

More than anything, I wish I could just go back in time and ask

Ask why you said no,

what were your reasons?

I'm still hurt

Yet, I stand here


Waiting on you to say the words,

to take all the pain way

Give me the truth

At least just the once