If I'm being honest with myself, I'd say that I almost didn't go in yesterday

I thought that I would be disappointed if I did, that maybe you would push me away again

and I would break my own heart in the process, in the hoping

You have no idea how happy it made me when you wanted to talk as soon as I stepped inside,

just knowing you were happy to see me

I love the way you are, every single thing about you,

I love the way you talk, the things you say, the color of your eyes,

your patience, kindness, observance,

and utmost sweetness that I've never known before knowing you

A smile splits my face, underneath my mask, at adorable things you do,

by accident or otherwise

and there are times that I still can't believe you only look at me the way you do

There are so many girls around who would want this too,

it's a source of insecurity for me, I suppose

But I just keep on looking to you,

watching, waiting, and hoping

for the days I know will come,

the days that angel smiles at me again

Because even if I can't see it now,

I know it lingers there on your lips