Pain…

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Damn do I ever need sleep…

Angel of Death

Pain…

Horrible horrible pain….

Pain that won't go away…

Pain I gave to myself….

I did this to myself….

Now I'm paying the price…

Watching them there on the couch….

Watching his arms….

Arms that used to be around me…

Watch them encircle her….

Tears come to my eyes….

I won't let them see me cry….

To cry is to be weak….

To be weak is to lose face…

I need to keep my appearance…

I need to look happy….

Even if I'm dying on the inside…

Everyone pities me….

I don't need there pity….

I need the one thing I can't have….

The one thing I threw away….

The one thing I can't beer to live without…

My heart, my soul my everything…

The one causing to gaze at the moon…

My eyes sad beyond belief…

My hair rustling in the cool night breeze…

This pain won't go away…

I'm losing my friends because of it…

But what can I do….

It's killing me….

No one sees…

No one cares…

Well some do….

But not the one person that matters…

Not the one who could end it all….

Not him….

He doesn't see….

Doesn't care….

Maybe he never did….

That kills me a little more….

To see him so happy…

And me so sad…

Life isn't fair….

Never to me anyways…

I want to die…

I want to live though….

I want another day in his arms….

One more day together…

One more day to tell him…

Tell him what's in my heart….

Tell him that for the first time….

First time in my entire life…

I am in love….

And in love with him