WHERE IS MY SAVIOR?

is there anyone to dry these tears
anyone?
in the dark i feel so alone, with sorrow drenching
my pillow and i cry out for a savior
someone who can reassure me when life is at it's lowest
point and yet
all i see and hear is intimidation
she's too perfect for me
can she really be my savior? i pretend to doubt
it but i know
in my heart she is and i won't
say anything so my guilt
goes up in flames
i hold on, i bite my tongue
she's too perfect. she's intimidating. is a savior
someone who makes me feel even more worthless?
is she really someone sent to rescue me from pain?
yes, yes she is.
SHE IS! SHE IS MY FREEDOM
she gives me so much hope for the future
i'm just like she was at my age so i know
that she must have done something right
she's the most amazing person and even though
i never feel good enough next to her
she always helps me see that
tomorrow
is a little brighter
because i know
she cares for me and
that's all i need to get me through
the lonely night
to face a fresh morning with anticipation
knowing that she'll always be
right here (and right there)
for me
MY SAVIOR IS HERE
I HAVE FOUND MY SAVIOR!