Emotions I can't contemplate
Confusion sealed inside my fate
I'm jealous, maybe just a bit
It's more than I want to admit
I'm insecure, I don't know why
It's just enough to get me by
To live while feeling all alone
So cold, your shadow is my home

I want to be enough
If I could live my life like you
And feel like I matter
Know there's something I can do
You're everything I wish I was
All that I want to be
But when you look upon my face
Can you really see me?

The flaws are all the make me whole
There's times when I just want to fold
Upon myself, consist of flaws
And every night I know it gnaws
It grinds away, another chip
Another dent that I can't skip
But when I look on you I see
Everything that I want to be

I want to be enough
If I could live my life like you
And feel like I matter
Know there's something I can do
You're everything I wish I was
All that I want to be
But when you look upon my face
Can you really see me?

All the flaws that tarnish me
Another way to misery
But then I look at you and find
I'll never be as good or kind
I have to be content like this
So many things I want to fix
But all I ever really need
A way to leave all of this greed

Your shadow
I am left behind
Where there is nothing left to find