*--Questioning Life--*

My stomach feels like it's turning inside me
My eyes want to cry, it's hard to see,
I don't know what I believe in,
I'm questioning things...friends, religion
How do I know I need friends?
How do I know if God's there?
How do I know Jesus died on the cross
For me?

I have a lump in my throat, I can't talk
My parents are gone, they went for a walk
I don't know if I believe in happy families
We're horribly dysfunctional, help me, please
How do I know they love me?
How do I know my sister cares?
How do I know I even love them?
Should I?