If there is a God, I'm his one imperfection
I feel like my whole life
Was all a waste, mistake
So many flaws, they all need correction
It's like I want to prove myself
I'm not sure I can do it
I really want to live my life
The pain is all that's real

I just want to be worthy
Of the life that I have
I want to feel like I'm an equal
I wonder if I make a difference
In this world
Fucked up, it's beyond me
Can't believe this is how it will always be

If this is the truth, I would rather live a lie
Each morning when I wake up
All I want to do is die
I want to know, I can be worth anybody's time
It's like I want to realize
All this shit will go away
I really want to be as strong
As those I see each day

I just want to be worthy
Of the life that I have
I want to feel like I'm an equal
I wonder if I make a difference
In this world
Fucked up, it's beyond me
Can't believe this is how it will always be

If this is the life that I am forced to live
Then I'll wake up one morning
Find I've nothing left to give
I want to make myself as good as everybody else
Instead of living in this world
Of loneliness and filth
Until I can accept myself
For who I really am

Until I can accept
That some things will never change