I sit here blindly reading
The words you wrote a million times
I want to find some comfort
Inside your calm and soothing voice
But right now I can't make that choice
The fear is horrible within
Afraid that you will snap again

How much can I say this time?
I just want things to be fine
I want to know that you still care
To reach and feel and know you're there

I wonder what tomorrow
Will hold without any today
I want to break this silence
I want to find the words to say
That I still do care deeply
Your words cut worse than any blade
The friendship inside seeping
I just don't want the love to fade

How much can I say this time?
I just want things to be fine
I want to know that you still care
To reach and feel and know you're there

Afraid that you will snap again...
There must be an alternative
To always giving in

I hate the fact I'm frightened
And always wanting to give in
The pressure's always tightened
I need to find a way to win
This battle's going nowhere
There has to be a reason why
I wish that we could go there
We will get through this if we try

How much can I say this time?
I just want things to be fine
I want to know that you still care
To reach and feel and know you're there

There must be an alternative
To always giving in