Burning even in my sleep
Drowning in the sweat of fear
Chance taking a hopeless leap
Hope that I find something here
The pressure overwhelms my mind
Urging me to spill my blood
This is how it all unwinds
I'm not sure if I really could

If I can't find the will the fight
What happens if I die tonight?
Will anybody mourn for me?
Does anyone care when I bleed?

Pouring into every hole
Don't know why I even try
A puncture wound inside my soul
Wish I could let go and die
The pain is something I can't bear
I hate the drama of this life
I'm not sure if you're really there
What happens if I take the knife?

If I can't find the will the fight
What happens if I die tonight?
Will anybody mourn for me?
Does anyone care when I bleed?

Wanting to release my hate
Pushing on another day
I just want to someone to wait
For me to find another way
I can't avoid this suicide
I wish it would just disappear
There is no other place to hide
I'm forced to stand and face my fear

I'm too afraid to face my fear

If I can't find the will the fight
What happens if I die tonight?
Will anybody mourn for me?
Does anyone care when I bleed?

I don't know how to dodge the pain
Kills me a bit more each day
And leaving scars upon my brain
If I can't find another way
It's something that I feel I need
There's got to be just one escape
To rid me of this selfish greed
But yet again my soul is raped

If I can't find the will the fight
What happens if I die tonight?
Will anybody mourn for me?
Does anyone care when I bleed?

And yet again my soul is raped