Stalling, got to find a way
To explain all of this pain
You have to understand
You're the only one who can
My paranoia eats at me
Afraid that I will lose myself
In the chaos, all around
I hear the constant sickening sound
Afraid that I will lose myself
There's no way to be found

I dread facing the feeling
Like there's nothing inside me
I need to know the difference
Emptiness and sorrow
Are what makes up my tomorrow

Need to keep the fear inside
There has to be a place to hide
I wish you could relate
Can't stand all this self-hate
My choices are never right
I wish I had the answers
To the thoughts that plaque my mind
This plague is like a cancer
That eats away at my brain
Can't you see I've gone insane?

I dread facing the feeling
Like there's nothing inside me
I need to know the difference
Emptiness and sorrow
Are what makes up my tomorrow

I'm so afraid I'm losing this
I wish you could be feeling this

The only thought that occupies
My mind right now with all these lies
After this might be the end
I'm not sure if I can fend
For myself, I've lost support
I've lost the thing I should live for
I can't tell if I've been betrayed
Or if it only feels that way

I'm so afraid I'm losing you
I'm losing you...