I Killed Rated:PG-13 By: Ari-chan

Notes & disclaimers: As usual this was written spur of the moment, my inspiration, my own hand. Yes, my hand. I was writing a fanfiction and looked at my hand holding pen (hence the first line)So, this is my first original, please read and review. And it is about a touchy subject, see if you can guess, if not I'll tell you at the end.

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This hand I gaze at has held a pen, has held a glass, today for the very first time it has held a gun.
This gun I look at has shot at cans, has shot at birds, today for the very first time it shot at people.
This face I see in the mirror once held innocence, once held hope, today for the very first time it hold nothing.
This soul that once was peaceful, once was calm, today for the very first time has been broken.
What have I done to change myself so? I lashed out with my built up anger. I hurt those I love and kill those I knew.
What have I done to change the world? I took lives away, lessened the population.
What have I done to deserve this grief? I killed, I killed, and I will kill again. I will have to live with the guilt.
What have I done for it to come to this? I had done nothing, it was others who had. They tormented, tore me in two, it is not easy. So I killed, I killed and I will kill again.
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Did you guess what it was about? Well.. if you didn't, a school shooting or something of the like. I hope you liked it, e-mail me at [email protected] with any comments, questions, or even flames.



"Take me as I am and love me forever or leave me and regret it for the rest of your life." ~ Ari-chan