The evil soaks into my thoughts
These pictures sicken me each night
I just want to escape it all
These things I feel just don't feel right
The same old feelings, I can't think
So choked by lies, I'll suffocate
If I can't find some breathing room
I need to escape all the hate

And I'm nothing compared to you
Nothing to what you've been put through
But I am human, flesh and bone
My heart is made of more than stone

I can't sum up the way I feel
Because it's so hard to explain
Seems no matter how hard I try
I can't escape this twisted pain
This guilty feeling eats away
At everything that should be fine
And I'm afraid to be a fake
Like all the people I chastise

And I'm nothing compared to you
Nothing to what you've been put through
But I am human, flesh and bone
My heart is made of more than stone

I try to analyze myself
To find out what is wrong with me
I want to push off everything
'Cause that's the way that things should be
I don't realize that my problem
Is that I'm scared, I'm so afraid
Sometimes it seems the solution
Is always pushing you away

You'll be fine and I'll be gone
I know that I'm just losing touch
But when I'm away from you
I know I need you way too much

I don't know if I expect you
To take me in your arms again
It seems like this is the right choice
But then I'm doubting in the end
I don't know why I feel the need
To keep you distant everyday
I guess that it's just jealousy
That makes me always feel this way

And maybe it's just hatred
But I don't want to feel this way
I just know I need to change